Sometimes I feel like I'm just trapped in my own mind. Something gets me so upset that I'm on the verge of a panic attack. I talk myself out of it then I get this terrible headache that lasts all night and I lose myself. I forget what I'm doing, I become more clumsy than usual. I just don't get it. Bleh what can I do?

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Death does a crazy thing to a family. Even two weeks after a death of a family member, it still seems so unreal. Then the greed starts to bubble up. Talks of wills and divisions. Who gets what and how much. They get angry and claim something was never said or the amount was too little. That this property belongs to so and so. This is how we greave ( Read more... )

It's both a happy and a sad day today. Who knew the end of the world would end up like this. R.I.P. Barbara Quick.

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I hate that when I talk, 85% of what I say makes me sound like a sarcastic bitch. Unless I'm comfortable enough with the person. I should work on that...

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Another fun filled day at work is about to start. What else could go wrong this week? I hope it's just an easy, fast day.

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Standing outside and my slippers are sticking to the frost on the deck.

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Sometimes I wish I could stop doubting myself. Sometimes I wish others would stop doubting me.

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